爱情.....

爱情是一朵生长在悬崖峭壁边缘上的花，想摘取就必须要有勇气
鱼对水说： “在你一生中，我是第几条鱼？” 水说：“你不是在水中的第一条鱼，可却是我心中的第一条” 我不是鱼，你也不是水，我们都不是彼此生命中的第一个
爱情在最纯美的时候，却可以跨越生死或许是宿命的安排，让我们在一个意外的时间，意外的地点，因为一点点意外遇见命中注定的他。
有一种感觉总是在失眠时才承认是相思
有一种缘分总是在梦醒后才承认是永恒
有一种目光总是在分手时才看见是眷恋
有一种心情总是在离别后才明白是失落
每个女孩都是一个无泪天使，当天使爱上男孩便有了眼泪，天时落泪坠入凡间，所以每个男孩都不该辜负你的女孩，因为他曾为你放弃了整个天堂。
世界上有许多出色的男人和美丽的女人，然而属于你的感情只有一个，千万不要因为别人的眼光而改变自己的挚爱，千万别活在别人的眼里而失去自己，也永远不要太贪心。
爱＋爱=两倍的爱
爱－爱=无私的爱
爱×爱=无限的爱
爱／爱=唯一的爱
如果真爱一个人就要爱他原来的样子，爱他的好也爱他的坏，爱他的优点也爱他的缺点决不能因为爱他就希望他变成自己所希望的样子。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，你只知道无论何时何地，心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪着你.
真正的感情就是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求毕竟感情是付出，而不是只想获得。
分开是一种必然的考验 如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输 真爱是不会变成怨恨的
如果世界上有一万个人爱你，那里肯定有我，
如果世界上只有一个人爱你，那人一定是我，
如果世界上没有人在爱你了，那是我不在了。
不是因为寂寞才想你，而是因为想你才寂寞
孤独的感觉如此之重，是因为想你太深
我爱你，可是我不敢说，
我怕说了我会死 我不怕死，
我怕我死了，没人像我这么爱你
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死 而是我站在你面前你却不知道我爱你
世界上最遥远的距离不是我站在你面前你却不知道我爱你 而是明明相爱却不能在一起
世界上最遥远的距离不是明明相爱却不能在一起 而是明明彼此思念却装做不知道
如果有谁认为世界上有十全十美的爱情，
那么这个人不是诗人就是白痴
分手后不能做朋友因为彼此伤害过
不能做敌人因为彼此深爱过
所以只能做最熟悉的陌生人.....

Sorry Dear.....

The story goes like this-
Few days ago....
had few "WAR" with my dear.....
so Sorry to her as i promise her not to let her sad.....
so create this pic to apologize to Dear.....
Im sorry Dear....
pls forgive me....
I knew i did make u sad.....
im not purposely de.....
im so sad too.....
very cham arh if dear no choy me....
so suffer if dear angry with me....
hope dear will like it.....
i do very sam fu de ler.....
think think see see cut cut paste paste save save edit edit resize resize then
dang dang dang dang....
send mms and put in blog....

im glad u smile back....^^

Lovely Dear

I haven post that who is my dear before....so today the secret reveal....

Found 1 photo the most sweetest smile of My Dear that i have seen....

We knew since primary school, then study in the same secondary school.....

after that we seldom contact each other le.

then something miracle happen, but dunno what happen,

we started sms each other.....

and the feel getting stronger and stronger.....

i dunno how come i fall in love with her.....haha

and i confess to her....

once - failed

twice - failed

third - success

everyone kinda surprise with it.

but now she the 1 i love.....

Dang Dang Dang Dang!!!

Here she is.....My lovely DEAR.....




Now everyone will know who is the girl that i love the most.....

sweet and lovely smile.....

adorable....

cute???errmm....maybe hehe.....^^

I wish i can catch every smile that come from her.....

So that i wont lost every single happy moment from her.....

Dear I Love U.....

疏远.....

我们近来不知怎么了,
我和她的话题少了很多,
觉得彼此之间的距离大了,
觉得很不习惯.
觉得很不自在.
她开始是我的生活的一部分,
和她发送信息也是一样,
一天没有她的消息,
那天就好象很难过似的.
其实我不是要管她,而且我也没那权利管她,
只是偶尔让我知道一下应该可以吧.

有时我们会因莫名其妙的东西而吵架,
之前和她吵了,
其实我承认是我的错,
我一直都没想过要和她吵架,
只是那天不知怎么了,也不知为什么就会和她吵架.....
我很忏悔那天的事,
有想过不发信息给她,
但就是忍不住,
想知道她的现况.....

我其实很少创意的人,
每一次都是我主动找她,
弄到我开始真的不知道讲些什么了,
有时真的想不到要和她聊些什么东西,
不知道她想的是什么,
害怕她当时的情绪不好,
聊到开心的事令到她更低落,更无心情.

人类就是那么矛盾,
要找但不知说什么好,
有话的时候又没机会讲,
哈哈....可笑可笑!!!

To Dear.....

虽然不知道我在她心目中的地位,
但她现在在我心目中是很重要的,
没了她我会觉得不自在,
没了她我会觉得底落,
除了家人外,接下来就是她了.....
我这次真的付出真爱.....

我要疼爱她,
我要珍惜她,
我要爱着她,
我要保护她,
我要陪着她.

虽然我不是很会讲甜言蜜语,
当她心情低落时候,
我会学习来哄她开心.

虽然我不是很会安慰人,
当她有伤心低落时候,
我会学习安慰她.

我告诉她无论开心或伤心都得让我知道,
与我分担她的快乐与不快乐.
我无时无刻都在关心她,
也无时无刻都在想念她.

Dear,我爱你!!! Love You Forever!!!

人生新的一段路程

经过很多波折,
我们终于开始了.....
很多人如果知道是谁了会很惊讶吧.
这是我人生里新的一段路程,
接下来的路要如何走,那得看我的造化.

一直以来,我没有抱着很大的希望来追求她,
还记得她第一次拒绝我的时候告诉我的一切,
所以我一直相信我的机会是如此的微小.

第二次的表白虽然用了暗示,
聪明的她还是看得出来....
最后也给她拒绝了我.

曾经想过放弃的我,
告诉自己,
人家有了心上人了,为什么还是执迷不悟.
我想放弃但我做不到,
因为我是有感情的,
一旦我真的喜欢她,
我会追求她,
直到她让我知道彻底死心吧.

记得那天,
凌晨时分,我觉得无聊....
到facebook看看,
看到她的profile,
让我想起我们两人一起出去,
虽然不算是个约会,
但我们还开心的.
我也想到一些我和她的点点滴滴.
不开心时,我只想告诉她....
这一切一切让我眼泪不断流了下来.

有时她对我冷淡,弄到我情绪低落.....
有时她对我关心,弄到我不知所措.....

我终于向她表白第三次,
那时我的心情已经觉得应该是没有机会的,
然而她告诉我她对我的感情时强时弱,
可能觉得没有安全感吧.
后来跑回KL与她见面,对她坦白一切后,
最后,她真的接受我了.....

我会好好对待她,
我会好好爱着她,
我会好好拥护她,
不让她伤心难过,
因为心里全是她.

My Feeling

back from Ipoh trip....
all the while, during the trip even we for many entertainment, but there still something in my heart. hardly to not let it go and i jus barely enjoy the trip. the worst thing is i knock my head on tree while im at waterfall, everything happen to fast where i did't notice the tree. its still hurt and pain till now.
we went for the movie Fast and Furious 4, quite nice movie with car and chick.....
and still im thinking of her....its like a memory in my mind, keep on appear no matter what i doing, first thing i will think of her....
kinda moody few time during the trip....
and i keep on getting feel something weird....
and this happen on me....i think
something happen and its really a hurt....even small matter, but is big to me.
thought of getting good starting, i think is impossible.
she feel insecure that im not beside her, coz im to far away,
i admit it, i know she feel hard too....

planned to back KL next week, actually is tomorrow,cause need to get some act book and visit the pc fair, but cant edi time wrong planned. anyway the most important is not both of that but is to meet her face to face and have a nice talk, due to wrong planning and i postpone to next week, now is become purposely back there cause i really cant handle anymore, i think its wrong and become worst.

i need to settle fast so i can calm down and concerntrate. she still unsure what answer she will gave me. and i jus worried that she cant give me a answer too even we meet. i can guess it edi, what will happen. its happen before and history started to roll over again.

having this blog typing with some tear fall out,
i dun really like that feel,
but i cant control....she ask me why i have so strong feel on her, actually how to answer this question i also cant really tell cause is jus the matter of feel.
to hate her i cant do it,
to not care her i cant do it,
to not concern on her i cant do it too....
maybe im really really into it until i cant pull back....

but after all is her choice to say yes or no and im the 1 that can only accept the answer....
i think i will back KL, and i will let her choose to see me or not, i think this is only the way i can know the answer. no matter is good or bad i still can accept it when is early. dun let me know at last cause i will get mad with it....i swear
and i will really hate that they try to give hope to people,
people will starting putting effort and think that will be a good hope,
at last the hope gone, make people sad and hurt the most. i don't want it to happen cause i hate it very much. but i guess it already happen on me if not mistaken and it happen now.

if you not sure then dun let people know they have hope, this won't hurt them cause they don't even know it right???
they won't put much effort into it, cause they know they dun have any chances, but if they know they will have chances sure they will put more effort.
they will only keep all in their heart and they cant even express it out to let the person know....
all the while they only can keep it for own even they sad and suffer....
cause they know no point telling out since they had no chance....
and im the person went through all this at the moment, when i accidently saw her photo my tear started to fall out again as its really the feel i cant control.
its really very hard to go through all this and i think of let go before, but i cant forget her....
someone ask me why would you spend all your time on her while there is more outside, i only can answer is i really love her. so everything is worth even time flowing away.
i think at last what i still will do is keep it all for myself....
so no 1 will get hurt and no 1 will suffer....only me know about it.

疯狂的我

有时人是需要一些疯狂,

有时疯狂只是一种让人掩饰自己的伤,

有时疯狂只是一种让人调节情绪的东西,

我要一些疯狂让自己没那么难受,

我要一些疯狂让自己更放肆,

我要一些疯狂来调解情绪,

我要一些疯狂来掩饰自己的伤,

不知为什么今天情绪起伏很大,

忽然间觉得自己情绪不稳定....

所以我就包含全部的因素即掩饰自己也调解情绪.....

我真需要疯狂.....啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!!!

特别的"她"

近日来心情真的好糟糕.....
虽然考试一切都已结束, 成绩也比以前进步多了, 但烦恼总是不断的出现.
然而,只有"她"我才会把我的一切一切告诉"她", 无论是好事或不好的我都会第一个让她知道.
也只有"她"会听我的喜怒哀乐, 也只有"她"我才会付出特别的感情.
由始至终,我对"她"从来没改变过, 虽然曾经想过要放弃, 但到头来我还是放不下.
当那天看到"她"的facebook时, 眼泪真不听话的流下, 真不知道为什么会这样, 觉得对"她"的思念有增无减. 想"她"但又无法告诉"她"的心情真的很难受!!!很难受!!!
那时我只能默默收在心里.....
当"她"问起我的时候, 真不知该讲与否....讲了, "她"会生气吗???我很担心"她"会不理睬我.
不讲, "她"一直追问我, 我只好把一切都告诉"她".....
其实我很害怕那个受伤感受又会重来....
真的会让人疯的感觉....
我不想再体会才会一直只收住给自己....
那样的伤害我实在无法承受得了....

但这次"她"居然说会给我不一样的答案, 但得看我的表现.....
我告诉"她"不要闹, 但是"她"是很认真的告诉我....
我知"她"是在暗示我....
无论如何, 最后的答案是好是坏我都会接受....
我对"她"是真心的....
我对"她"是认真的....
至少我又再尝试向"她"告诉我的心意....

Miss U!!!

Miss her so much!!!
I’ve try and I’ve failed…..
Since I am a normal person and I have feeling too…..
She won’t know how important she is in my heart.....

U will always on my mind…..

幸福.努力

还有一本我也看过的书.....
是这样写的.....

"朋友变情人有个好处是,
可以省略初交往时的尴尬期,

那如果从情人变朋友时,
那会更珍惜, 因为我们相爱过我们失去过.

所以我们会更了解对方.
更懂得珍惜这份得来不易的友情.

那如果从朋友变成情人 , 又从情人变成朋友呢?
那我希望你是个比我幸福的朋友.

因为能当朋友是种珍贵, 能够相爱是种珍贵.

在世界上几百億人当中,
我们遇见彼此, 我们变成朋友,
然后我们心动, 我们勇敢, 我们相爱,

就算最后又变回朋友,
我希望对方是比我还幸福的人,
因为我们拥有过两次珍贵的机会.

所以,
如果我们还是失败了,
从情人又变回朋友,
你会希望我过得比你幸福吗?

幸福需要努力吗?
不努力怎么幸福?"

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爱情 与 友情

曾经看过一本书的简介, 读了觉得很有意思.

所以决定今天在这里与大家分享.

"在爱情与友情之间,

有种东西叫做暧昧,

在幸福与两难之间,

有种选择叫做成全,

爱你, 不为难你, 只守护你;

于是, 你的爱情, 我在对面."

看了我心想为什么作者能够写这样简介,

真是让我大开眼界, 因为她真正的写出我的感想.